Going back is hard for me, because it’s a constant reminder of the life I once had. Now I know that that is absolutely irrational and I have nothing to worry about, but still. Part of me is probably also just nervous about receiving bad news again, the same way as it did back in 2014. Even though I still have all of my family and friends over there, it feels as if I no longer belong. But then she passed away and suddenly it felt as if my home was taken away from me. The weeks leading up to it was grueling, because she was very sick, and I knew that nothing would be the same way as I left it. It always ends up being pretty awesome whenever I’m down there to visit family, but the time leading up to those trips are always pretty stressful for me.įor those of you that don’t know me that well, my mother passed away only a couple of months after I moved to Denmark in 2014 and basically right after I moved here, I had to go back to be there with her. So this week I’m up to something pretty big! I’ll be going back to the Netherlands for the first time in over a year to celebrate my grandparents’ 50th wedding anniversary.
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